I've given up on giving up slowly : I'm blending in so you won't even know me : Apart from this whole world that shares my face

And this one last bullet you mention : Is my one last shot at redemption : Cause I konw to live you must give your life away

And I've been housing all this doubt : And insecurity And I've been locked inside that house : All the while you hold the key : And I've been dying to get out : And that might be the death of me : And even though there's no way of knowing : Where to go I promise I'm going

Because : I got to get out of here : I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake : I got to get out of here : And I'm begging you : I'm begging you : I'm begging you to be my escape

I've given up on doing this alone now : Cause I've failed and I'm ready to be shown how : You've told me the way,and now I'm trying to get there

And this life sentence that I'm serving : I admit, that I'm every bit deserving : But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Because : I got to get out of here : Cause I'm afraid that this complacency is something I can't shake I got to get out of here : And I'm begging you : I'm begging you : I'm begging you to be my escape

I am a hostage to my own humanity : Self detained and forced to live in this mess I've made
And all I'm asking is for you to do what you can with me : But I can't ask you to give what you already gave

I fought you : For so long : I should have let you win : Oh,how we regret those things we do

And all I : Was trying : To do was save my own skin : Oh,but so were you



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I watched the proverbial sunrise : Coming up over the pacific : And you might think I'm losing my mind But I will shy away from the specifics : Cause I don't want you to know where I am : Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been : And this is no place to try and live my life

Stop right there : That's exactly where I lost it : See that line : Well I never should've crossed it : Stop right there : Well I never should've said that : It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back

I'm sorry for the person I became : I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change : I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again : Cause who I am hates who I've been : Who I am hates who I've been

I talked to absolutely no one : Couldn't keep to myself enough : And the things bottled inside had finally begun : To create so much pressure that I'd soon blow up

And I heard the reverberating footsteps : Syncing up to the beating of my heart : And I was positive that unless : I got myself together I would watch me fall apart

And I can't let that happen again : Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been And this is no place to try and live my life

Who I am hates who I've been : And who I am will take the second chance you gave me : Who I am hates who I've been : Cause who I've been only ever made me




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